I am waking up In the orchard of our dreams It hasn’t been easy We haven’t been friends for a while I will turn my back On the things I’ve done That have made you disappear You haven’t been first, for a while I could I could Blame it on the weather Blame it on the plan I could, I could Blame it on my job Blame the other man I could, I could Gather up my stones Hurl them at you I could, I could But if I lay a single finger I’m hurting me too I can see the light And it doesn’t burn my eyes For the first time in a long time I’m walking out from the shadows You twist your head Turn your heart to my face Your independent smile Tells me we can be friends again I’m being honest I’m being honest I’m being honest Right with you now I’m being honest I’m being honest I’m being honest Right here now

I’ve got An inconsistency An imbalance And I need to Press return See what First drew me in And come back to The magnitude Take some time to Selectively meditate Every now And then I’ll call out my swollen soul Peace, calm, breathe Repeat what you said to me Still this down There’s power and potency Sounds turned off The noise in my head will flee Love console Feel that The love that I’ve been an advocate for Slipped a little while Through my sieve like hands Time to Consider all The wonders and miracles In the mystery, our history Given us I take my hand Off the revolving wheel It’s hard enough to loosen control When the pounding Herds inside collide through my mind, oh I take my hand Off the revolving wheel It’s hard enough to loosen control When the pounding Herds inside collide through my mind Leaving clouds of dust unsettled